Round and Round We Go!

Communing in the Oneness instantly releases your perspective. All of your beliefs are undermined. There are no Truths here, nothing Sacred. All that you held to be True is made a lie! This entire lifetime and the world it is lived upon is made up; like a dream. All of your senses, including your inner senses, are liars! You project your every inner wave to senses that only perceive their own reflections. You have conjured up even the loftiest, most ethereal impulses to be captured and experienced. There is no "Reality".

All that there is, is the Oneness. The simple cycling of Primal consciousness into and out of the infinite potential of the void, that is "Reality". None of its extensions can stand alone. None are the wholeness that can be called the Truth. There is "I AM" in its unlimited potential. Feel it with all your might. We introduced the concept of feedback loops in previous passages to guide you beyond the anthropomorphizing of spiritual experience. The projecting of human forms, circumstances and desires onto Higher Body experience blocks your access to SELF and your true source. If GOD is outside yourself then GOD is unattainable and you are at its mercy/grace. The whole hierarchy of "spiritual beings" from ghosts and demons, to ascended master and angels all the way to GOD, place the reality of SELF at unachievable distance from your localized focus of identity. That process holds much comfort and insecurity at the same time. No matter how sophisticated your definitions of these projections of form onto the formlessness of non-manifest reality, they are little better than the Gods and Goddesses of ancient tribal cultures. They have the power which they can grant or withhold for reasons of their own and you can grovel and plead but must ultimately acquiesce to their ineffable motives.

Communing in the Oneness happens only when your feedback loops are transcended. The redefining of the shape of SELF is an ongoing development that reflects the expansion of your waking consciousness. Awareness of the processes by which your deepest intentions become your waking reality enhances your perception of infinity in action. So, we offer you a broader perspective on these processes.

Every perception that you experience, both in your manifest reality and in your unmanifest reality, is your personal feedback loops in action. Whether you look at physical phenomena or ponder infinity itself, you look at your expectation projected. None of it is SELF.

GOD? You! Earth? You! 7 billion individual humans, their lives and deaths and countless antecedents? You! You only perceive what you project.

Yes we have pounded away at you with this statement ad nauseum for decades now. However, as we approach you actually being present in the moment of experience, the message clarifies. Only SELF experiences! The little you that projects bounces merrily off of your own projections, all caught up in "Reality". When you commune in the Oneness you align with SELF in its overwhelming wholeness. For now, you only manage this while deep in meditation and then only occasionally. You gently touch SELF in bits and spurts when you remind yourself of these meditative states while you walk the Earth.

This next step includes a more fundamental redefining of everyday experience. While you do often recall the lessons learned about what underlies your reality, you still staunchly cling to its "reality". Your fear of insanity is very primal so you grasp tightly to retain control, control of your mind, your senses and your tiny little self. Having an individuated physical experience is the ultiimate insanity. It is so far removed from the experience of SELF and the wholeness that you truly are.

Close your eyes and go still inside. Observe your own thoughts for a while. You have projected a definition of thought as a constant stream, almost a torrent over which you have little control. Even in the face of years of practice in letting go of the stream and allowing silence has not completely undermined this expectation. There, in silence, you are so much more than your tiny little self. So much so, in fact, that there are no aspects of your little life that hold any genuine meaning or outstanding value by comparison. Those little projected experiences exist only because of the nature of infinity in its absolute wholeness. Infinity impacts you constantly, expanding every aspect. Once again, feel that wholeness.

The life that unfolds before you every day is a dream. It is projected into the void and perceived in its reflection. Your senses receive the projections as upon a screen, in full 3D with surround sound, touch and taste. Move through the scenes as if they were a movie. In your silent flashes you can sense the expectations that dictate the movie before the action of it takes place. This is much like capturing a Jeopardy answer before scouring your intellect and memory. It happens spontaneously and without passage of time. You have been practicing this process all of your life. It is quite automatic and unconscious until you get quiet enough to participate in it.

Practice the perspective of every sense capturing the movie in progress. Let every bit of the vast detail of sight and sound and feel be known to you before you open your eyes and ears. Stop buying into the defining of your projections as real. It is a dream, made up as you go along. If you really want to know what the dream is about, get silent. It is coming from the inside out. Stop judging, defining and owning the dream. It is no more than a movie in a really good theater.

When you commune in the Oneness you avail yourself of the perspective of infinity upon the contents of your tiny little life. Bringing that vast awareness into physical moments is an act of total lovingness. Every iota of creation reverberates with its frequencies. From that wholeness of view you perceive every iota in its wholeness for however brief a moment. That, in turn, motivates a faster cycling of awareness back to Oneness. It is truly insane to love every iota of creation equally, without judgement or grasping for meaningfulness. It is the divine madness that instills tremendous bliss.

You are beginning to recognize that what you define as "You" is, in its greater reality, an impersonal function of consciousness. Simply because of where on the merry spin of an infinitesmal point of awareness you come from, you have enough of the creativity and of the gravity to individuate. You have chosen to be separated in your self-awareness. You experience the dream of manifestation through a manufactured "I". The pull of the greater SELF is a constant companioin while the pull of gravity tugs at your illusions. The general thrust of your path through life was set by where on its motion consciousness itself released you into creation. Choices made along the way bifurcated the origins of you into countless probabilities, some of which found their way into flesh, into human, into your Earth. All the myriad "yous" thus brought to form share the predilections of that first burst from the primal "I AM" out of which you spring. The creation of "you" is serendipity at its most complete expression.

Beyond the fact of existence, you are not important in the grand scheme of things. There is no divine purpose or meaning for you to fulfill. You are continually impulsed by the predilections instilled by your creation and the choices made along the way to manifestation. When you follow those impulses you experience a harmony and peacefulness that may suggest something divine. Still, you get to keep on choosing, diverging and experiencing. There be no wrong choices. Each moment brings a chance to flow with the expansion of consciousness, which continues to power life, or to resist it in ways mostly patterned and oft repeated.

The path to awakening to the SELF is a climb out of the gravity well of manifestation away from the identification with "you". It can seem to be an arduous climb at times but every moment of silence adds boyancy to your awareness. Every expansive decision to love, to aspire, to forgive and so on, raises you out of the pull of Earth. Each time you define yourself as SELF and your life as the illusion of a dream, you awaken a little more to the larger identity. With every cascade of choices like these you dismantle the projected obstacles to the knowning the truth of SELF. It gets easier and easier to find the pockets of silence in which to know Oneness.

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